It hurt so bad
I knew it was growth
I wondered when I began to embrace it.
I quit wondering and asked for more.
I sought it out.
I obtained it.
and I cried myself to sleep with it.
and I wondered what is really healthy.
How much of this is about me
and how much of this is really
really about you
and how you feel about me.
The moment it hurt…I knew it was growth.
I can’t shed anything without having layers of shedding prepared.
why did you know it was growth when you hurt?