Me, Always Wondering
by Jenny Hansen

I don’t cut and paste to often

and when I do,

it becomes somewhat altered according to my own mind.

I dont think that is a bad thing,

I just know I like typing, being and doing.

To do and be and asspire to something more than I am now is

amazing.

People consider

adding on to their homes,

adding to their purse collection:

adding to their families

and even adding to their debt,

and in all cases if you really have the desire to do so, it happens.

So it is with our personalities,

we are molded by the choices we make,

the people we meet and

our environment around us.

Good things come when we look outside of ourselves and reach for the unknown.

Most of the un known things are some what attractive to us and there fore we search it out.

There comes a time where and when we learn of new things

to the point we will incorporate it into our lives

(OR in opposition, on the other hand we will become extremely dis interested in the information at hand).

I am a happy girl.

I choose bright colors

but lately I have noticed I need to wear more patterns with my outfits,

right now it is too many blocks and shapes, their is no deminsional stimulation.

I think I went through a phase,

where I was quite uncomfortable with myself

so I avoided patterns and especially stripes.

You would probably speculate this was a recent time in my life…

you are right.

it got scary but now I’m changing alittle bit.

I see stripes as assests and so I must use them that way.

I’m sitting in class, just sitting, typing, eating salt and vinegar chips.

My professor said we might be able to get out early.

For once in my life, I would like to be sad when they say that, but

I never am.

I’m ungrateful

and selfish with my time, talents and when I have time alotted to do productive things, I choose the wrong, or the good, but the better and not the best.(I’m always working on this, always, every single day.)
How can I always choose the best when I just barely got good and choosing the right. One fine day, it will get better and I will be the very best at choosing the right. Right time, Right person, Right place, Right authority, Right dress, Right cake, Right shoes, Right Calling, Right house, Right color paint, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, right.